And i am..i feel like hes slipping away from me because of my mistakes. We will never be the same will we? no. And that fact…is the reson why i shall spend all of today in my bed crying. i dont want to get up. i dont want to talk to anyone. I tried to talk to him and it was weird. I hate the awkward void thats come between us…i hate it. i just wish i could fix everything. But i cant…
(Source: littlepinkrabbit, via i-pulledthetrigger)
My love. My life. My reson to smile. You have put up with so much from me and i cant even thank you enough. Youve held me while ive cried. youve told me i was beautiful even with mascara running down my face and in sweat pants. You make me feel like the luckiest girl alive. Holding you in my arms tonight i realized how close i came to losing all of that. And that i hurt you. If i could take any of that back i would do it in a heartbeat. But i cant. The fact that you have stuck by me just mind fucks me. But im so happy you did stick by me. Through everthing youve always stuck by me. I wouldnt trade you for the whole world babyboy. Words cant express what you mean to me. I keep repeating myself over and over because there simply arent words for how amazing you are. I plan on spending the rest of my life with you. I really do. I would spend every moment of you if i could. I cant get enough of you. Weve made it through so much already..and we can make it through anything. You are the reson i beleive in love. The reson i keep trying to make myself a better person. I will never give up on you, on us. You are my forever. You are the one. Thank you ♥
